Knowing me or am I wrong?

What a lonely and meaningless day to start knowing myself.

All the do's and don'ts that brings and pushes happiness that drowns my inner soul.

How do we start knowing ?

How do we start accepting?

How do we end being the former us and bloom into someone better and brighter.

Life is not unfair.

Life is TOO fair.

It allows us to be those who we want to be.

It allows us to act like someone who knows everything to impress and befriends with those we want to.

It allows us to be obsess with the things that brings us happiness and sadness.

It also allow us to drown into our deepest, darkest fears to seek our heroes deep within.

How do I start knowing myself when there's nowhere to start?

How do I know if it's me or it's someone life wanted me to be?

There's so much about others that's inflicting me.

Confusions cloud my mind.

Do I wanna know me or am I wrong to start?